



Hannah's cat, Lindy, all cozy with the vet's robe!
Things still catch me by surprise. I was scrounging for an address the other day in my book and I find, Steve and Amy...I finally got around to getting a frame for my black belt certificate and when I hung it up, I put Steve's memorial card with it..he helped me so with confidence and all those push ups! I played his song, sent via cell phone, to Hannah last year, singing Happy Birthday with his sons, just so I could hear his voice...I keep thinking of the last time I got to see his face..
I am so grateful I will see him again. That I know where he is.What HOPE that brings my tatterey heart.
Thank You Jesus, that You are the resurrection and the LIFE.
Since I wrote last:
No more aromasin. Big decision. We spoke with Dr and discussed "quality of life." I've done the horrible nasty things--chemo, radiation... and I've suffered and so has my family for the last year on 3 different estrogen blocking drugs...but to feel awful and I mean awful and to BE awful for 5 years??? Do you know how many days that is??
I cannot begin to tell you how differently I feel--emotionally, physically and spiritually. WOW.
I can think. Reason. Count to 10 instead of 1.4 before I speak to my children...I can do algebra again--I mean really do it! I can read God's Word and actually understand it...
I know this is what I am supposed to do. I feel peace and confidence. If you have a different opinion, talk to God about me ok??
Pray for our wisdom as we look seriously into surgery for Hannah's knee. We saw a ortho doc in Lansing and he is rxing a tibial tubercle transfer. My sweet daughter has already watched a video on youtube of the surgery! Me--no way.
We're looking at 4 weeks of no weight bearing after surgery and about 4 months total, rehab. So if we do it, we're looking at early summer.
It's a big deal but she has suffered for so long with pain. This just might be the solution we've been praying for..
She says she can give you all a picture so you can "see what it looks like" but I think some of you would empty the contents of your stomachs!!
11 moments/people to be grateful for:
1. A family that drives up to visit yesterday and brings the BEST chocolate cake!!!
2. A husband who turns on the electric blanket and the space heater in our bedroom way before bedtime..
3. Daughters who make pizza after a very long day.
4. Mom--she is a blessing to have here in our back yard..(in a house...)
5. Another birthday she can share with us.
6. Walks with the dogs down the dirt road again.
7. Paychecks with my name on them!
8. Our small group--what a loving group of people!
9. Children who pray.
10. Hearing other people at church pray...
11. Jesus..
He is faithful,
Bonnie
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